Rosey's diary!

This ain't a song for the broken hearted.

Mon, 11 Sep 2006 05:59:29 GMT

Hey,

Guess who worked herself sick? MEEEEEE. I can't sleep and I am throwing up. Stress does this to my body. I hate it ,but its ok. I miss my boyfriend and he wanted space..Then today he called me ..He seemed worried when I wrote him about being sick. We work so much its hard for us to talk sometimes because at the end of day we are worn down. I love the time we have together and cherish it.Maybe after all worrying over stuff to point I am paying for it..I'll learn.. I made my own self sick. ARGH! Why is it always my fault??!?! I hate this.. Make the pukeing stop..Make it all go away..Hold me pls..*passes out*I worked today feeling like this.I'll work torrromow this way too.I don't care..I feel better at my job..(you must be thinking freak) ..LOL Anyways I am going to go. I need sleep if possible.

Hugs and cuddles,
Jess/Rosey

Life of a waitress By Jess

Wed, 30 Aug 2006 20:14:00 GMT

Life of a waitress By Jess
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Many over look the waitress like it or not because they are too busy realise what truely goes on behind the scences of this job. This my friends is about the life of a waitress. The treatment and the under pay for such a hard job that most do not appreciate because they down the hard working group of people in this country.

Most people do not appreicate that we (waitresses or waiters) bring everything they ask with a smile on our faces even in reality we are not happy because of personal problems. We sometimes get so busy that we forget a small thing like a drink or maybe just a dressing. On big days like Fridays,Saturdays,and Sundays we get so busy because people croward our doors . They excpect so much and leave less. We still say thanks for coming and have a nice day. We go overboard to bring a smile to someone's face and maybe a little sunshine on a very cloudy day. Sometimes we don't even get tipped for that. Most of us or most I know have children and maybe we made mistakes in our lifes to have this job. We don't ask to be yelled out and at times insulted by rude people . We still smile and laugh about things even when if hurts. We still stand proud even if we are under payed for all tips and 1 dollar a hour we make. Nothing less is asked of us and when we go home we are so tired .. Yet we tend to our familes and live out our lives. I've never met such hard working people in my life that get treated so poorly. I know I've only been doing this job for a month and half ..Yet I understand the disrespect we get and the down fall of the under middle class group of workers. I believe that next time you see a waitress or waiter you should let them know you appreciate them. In this day and age no one respects the under class people that break their backs for a living. Some how I think that I appreciate having this job more because it is and has been a great learning expeirnce for me. I will walk away with a new scence of pride and know where I want to be here in my life. I hope that this makes you realize how little people look at the jobs in USA. Yes, I believe thats all I got to say about this. Yet there is so much more to be said and done. Sadly,I know I can't start a speech over net on stuff of this matter. I just hope you grow to earn respect for any under payed worker because they also build this country.

In best reguards,
Jess

ps I realize this is not a correct format to write in ,but I just had get it off my shoulder. I do apology for the errors.~Jess

Thu, 06 Jul 2006 14:24:05 GMT

I am cleaning house and danceing around to the music. It seems like a ok day. I am kinda like drama never stops coming to me,but honestly I want out of here. Oh well.. My friends irl are just goofballs and weirdos like me. LOL Anyways I gotta go cleaning.

Jess

Sat, 01 Jul 2006 21:50:52 GMT

Today has been fun even if we ended up staying home. I am going probably go movies with Robert and Michael tonight. We are going see superman. Its something do other than sit around here and be bored. Anyways today has been great and I've done nothing ,but be around the people I love. Its nice to feel that content with life.

Jess

Tue, 20 Jun 2006 21:37:27 GMT

I am busy between working out and tired. I am feeling really sleepy right now. I've only got 5 hours to 7 the last 2-3 nights. I've been busy with working on my paper work and cleaning. I am just so sleepy. I gotta get back to cutting grass and missing my best friend ..

Jess

Love yall

New music videos!!

Thu, 15 Jun 2006 01:16:29 GMT

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=79KRI9Qvwi0 (air)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=It7uWVR2_oo (hellsing ..not that great..)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UfitSedKPWY (ff 10)

Anyways I send my love to everyone that reads my lj!
Jess

Wed, 14 Jun 2006 20:13:09 GMT

Can you guys or gals make a few icons for me? Pls. I want a icon of myself.

Thanks and here is new pictures of the new Jess

Jess/Rosey

Wed, 14 Jun 2006 02:27:42 GMT

I am super hyper tonight. My troubles are at easy and I feel free as a bird. I am so happy and I wish I could share this feeling.. I am being the old Jess. The one that smiled and loves everyone. I missed her so much. I am making new pictures torromomow. I think its time show off my new self well somewhat. I am getting down 10 before I slow down. Anyways I am in love and I have to wait.. Whatever.. I am happy because I have awesome friends and family. WOOT!

Jess

Tue, 06 Jun 2006 19:57:23 GMT

I passed my BIG test!! Woot!! Party this weekend!!! Lol I am so glad but now for my asfab. Good grief!! I never get a break and it shows. Lol

Jess

My heart skipped in a time..

Tue, 06 Jun 2006 05:18:47 GMT

I can't wait for this weekend and I am tired.. I am really out of it ,but this weekend I am going camping .. Then the beach with my friends. I can't wait because its going be fun with my friends. I need this break from all this studying and working out. I miss my dear friend ,but I atleast get emails right now. I look foward to the emails. Well I am going get a shower and lay bed. Today is my big test.. Wish me luck ,dolls.

I love you all.

Jess

Mon, 05 Jun 2006 14:38:54 GMT

Well I've been overly busy and just thought I'd take a break. So much for the break!!

Back to work!
Lol
Jess

What Persocom Are You?

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What Sohma Are You Most Like?

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Is your best friend a true friend?(girls only, sorry boys, anime pics)

Ideal Best Friends You are the Ideal Best Friends. You and your best friends have your fair share of fights but still make up. You could still most likely choose your family over your friend but thats okay who wouldn't? You are close with your friend but you don't love her to the point where it's creepy.I hope you liked my quiz but if you didn't I'm sorry it's my first.
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What type of person is drawn to you? (Amazing anime pics!)

Understanding: You two will probably know that you were meant to be from the moment you meet each other. They understand you and will be kind out of heart without wishing anything in return. They love to see you happy. You are probably a lot like them too! Even though they may not be the hottest of the bunch, they are openminded and love everything about you and that's what matters! Count on this person to always be there for you and trully love you for the person you are. Try not to get too carried away in your own world though. You two are all about the meaning in everything. This person is drawn to you by your acceptance, kindness, and emotional will towards all people. This person will want to spend the rest of thier lives with you and live thier life to the fullest with you by thier side.
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What makes you happy?(great pix,honest results)

The thing that makes you happy,even though you might not realise it is LOVE and caring. You like to spend quiet time at home with you family or hang with your friends. You're a very emotonal person and you cant possibly survive without love in your life.You're really funloving and can make most people laugh (i kinda envy you for that),you also probably have tons and tons of friends not to mention all the people who envy you secretly and will try to invade your private life, if you let them too close - and all that just because you're such a nice person.Watch out though - a person such as you is very vulnerable when it comes to trusting. Don't over do it...as optimistic a you are, in reality there are many treators. In love you can only find happyness with someone opposite to you (like..character i mean). He/she'll complete you in a unimaginable way and make you feel truly special and unique. If you find that person, the two of you'll be like Cindarella and her prince charming.Good luck and please rate if you liked the result.
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A tidus and yuna music video..

Wed, 31 May 2006 16:11:32 GMT

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UfitSedKPWY

Here is my newest music video ..

Enjoy

Rosey/Jess

I can't figure out why I am so caught up...

Fri, 26 May 2006 19:50:09 GMT

Hey my lovies,

What's up? not alot just hanging out with my close friends and danceing around to weird music. I am actting silly and it feels great. I am really happy today and its great for once. Well the lan party is great and we keep playing more tonight. YEPPIE! I wanna see xmen soon I hope. It comes out today. lol I wanna see it so bad.. Oh well!

Love yall,
Jess/Rosey

Your worth it ..Yeah....

Fri, 26 May 2006 11:55:17 GMT

Hey Everyone,

Its 6:43 am in morning. I've had a good time with my friends. I fell asleep on the floor and it was funny to me. Lol My back hurts and my eyes are sore. I love gaming this much and laughing with my friends. I mean its my first true lan party and its alot fun. We have 3 nights to go. This weekend so far really rocks and I love every moment of it. What more could you ask for? Good friends + lan party= very happy Rosey. Lol Anyways I met my buddy Robert. He is a crazy dude and we hit it off pretty good.

Night Kidos,

(This chick is going to bed.)

Rosey/Jess

A embrassing moment in my life..

Tue, 23 May 2006 15:38:44 GMT

Well yesterday I went to walmart to buy some new cloths because I am looseing weight. I had get a new bra. All my old ones are too too big. Lol Anyways I had take my guy friends. It was embrassing because they kept picking out the thongs,and really lacey under wire bras. This was the first time I had to buy everything by myself. It was funny because my friends were actting like it was a big deal. I also got a new shirt and its really cute. I might take pictures of it later. I love my new shirt.

Anyways love ya all,

Jess/Rosey

Something about you ..I can't quit figure out..

Mon, 22 May 2006 00:07:49 GMT

Hey everyone,

Hope everyone is fine. I am doing pretty well ,and well I am worn out from going to graduations. It started Friday night and finished last night. Well I am really tired ,but my friends go me doing things. My life is very busy right now. I have a lan party next weekend ,and I get to meet one of my good buddies. Anyways I love you all ,and hope everyone is well. Oh btw I wear my hair in pony tail now. Lol

Love ya,
Jess/Rosey/Josey

A song for all of you..

Wed, 17 May 2006 14:58:52 GMT

Hold My Hand
By Hootie&the blow fish
With a little love, and some tenderness We'll walk upon the water We'll rise above this mess With a little peace, and some harmony We'll take the world together We'll take 'em by the hand 'Cause I've got a hand for you 'Cause I wanna run with you Yesterday, I saw you standing there Your head was down, your eyes were red No comb had touched your hair I said get up, and let me see you smile We'll take a walk together Walk the road awhile, 'cause 'Cause I've got a hand for you I've got a hand for you 'Cause I wanna run with you Won't you let me run with you? yeah Hold my hand Want you to hold my hand Hold my hand I'll take you to a place where you can be Hold my hand Anything you wanna be because I wanna love you the best that, the best that I can See I was wasted, and I was wasting time 'Till I thought about your problems, I thought about your crimes Then I stood up, and then I screamed aloud I don't wanna be part of your problems Don't wanna be part of your crowd, no 'Cause I've got a hand for you I've got a hand for you 'Cause I wanna run with you Ah, won't you let me run with you? Hold my hand Want you to hold my hand Hold my hand I'll take you to the promised land Hold my hand Maybe we can't change the world but I wanna love you the best that, the best that I can, yeah Hold my hand Want you to hold my hand Hold my hand I'll take you to a place where you can be Hold my hand Anything you wanna be because I...Oh...No, No, No, No, No Hold my hand Want you to hold my hand Hold my hand I'll take you to the promised land Hold my hand Maybe we can't change the world but I wanna love you the best that, best that I can Oh, The best that I can

Here loveies.. Love you all.. I miss you guess.. Comment here please because I wanna know how all of you are doing?

I was too blinded to see how much you stolen from me..

Tue, 16 May 2006 03:18:37 GMT

Well Kidos.. People can delete me all they want.. I am tired of worrying about what others think .. I love myself now..I am looking better every day.. I am feeling better about myself on the outside. I mean I hate looseing friends ,but I am not caring because they didn't even say good bye.. Whatever is what I am saying. Well I ran a mile today with my best friends ,and played wow for alittle while. I am really glad I have all my friend. I love you all.. Sorry I am not around anymore.. Guess I'll loose you all? *shrughs and puts her head down*Oh well..I'll keep living.

Peace,
Rosey/Jess

Sat, 13 May 2006 17:05:26 GMT

You Are The Empress

You represent the ideal female figure: beauty and nurturing.
You bring security and harmony to many.
At times, you are also a very sensual person.
You are characterized by love, pleasure, and desire.

Your fortune:

You need to take some time to think about the role of commitment in your life.
It's possible you need to commit more to others, or deal with how others have treated you.
It is very important for you to support your friends and family right now, difficult as it may be.
You may need to look at your relationship with your mother, or your relationships as a mother.

What Tarot Card Are You?

I am so sore from the 16 laps last night. I am really sore ,but my friend wants go enterispe. Its surpiseing that we get along. Matt and I are like family..Its funny because he was called my sister.Poor dude.. Anyways today is pretty cool. Well I am going and I miss having someone to chat with just because thet wanted call me. I really miss that.

Jess

Fri, 12 May 2006 17:49:19 GMT

Today has been pretty boring. I am making mom her mother's day gift. My life is slow today it seems. Oh to find out more about the dolls in the layout ..

http://www.ecinter.net/frontstore/Item/item_zoom.asp?item_num=458&catalog_num=6&mart_id=hoo933&level=&mother_catalog_num=786

http://www.ecinter.net/frontstore/Item/item_zoom.asp?item_num=459&catalog_num=8&mart_id=hoo933&level=&mother_catalog_num=786

I just love looking at them. Naw none of us could afford them. Oh well they are so beauitful to me. Well I better go work out.

Later Kidos
Rosey

More of the Ryans!

Mon, 26 Dec 2005 01:15:49 GMT

This is just alot pictures I've collected.

Rosey

The first child of the Ryans (Aladdin) (NOTE: I could not think a name up at the time)

Aladdin Ryan's as a boy.. He is in college right now.. He is alot like his father.

Aladdin Ryans as a toddler.. aww cute

Second Child of the Ryans (Noel)

Noel was born outside by a school bus around christmas time.

Aww she is so cute to me

She loves her mommy

Hugging Santa Claus

Third Child of the Ryans (James) (still a baby)

Random pictures of the love birds (Jessica &Jt Ryans)

I love this couple

Pillow fight.. Cute

Ok guys alittle too much!

Whoa!

awwwwe

Jessica loves to paint.. Believe me I can't get her to do anything else..